\since we're such awkward bedfellows

yeah, so that's like my fave song for the moment. sara bareilles. love song! haha. I think she has a cool name. AND she has a point. why should I give you what you want just cause you tell me you want it? (: when she puts it like that it's infinitely easier to stop myself falling all the way haha -.-

so obviously I'm back! YEH! and.. indonesia was cool. in all senses of the word, haha. cos I went to two different mountainous regions around jakarta. yea. and then it was cool because. well because it's a completely different world there. aside from having six-day school weeks (!!) haha they have like kids. who have to work. and don't go to school. ):

they do things like sell handmade toys or magazines and other stuff. and if you go to the right places there's a lot of them. it kinda crushes your spirit. like wth am I doing on a friggin holiday here, these kids can't even afford to go to school :S

there was this one kid at the airport who was super pathetic. I think he was about my bro's age. like maybe just reached 11 or 12 or something. and he was wearing super dusty clothes. which were really obviously worn. and he went around polishing people's shoes.

he asked this fat chinese dude at the cafe where I sat with my family before takeoff to polish his shoes. and the fat guy dint even look at the poor kid's face, he was just like yea, -takes off shoes- and he went back to drinking his coffee.

poor kid! I was watching the idiotic dude. I really hate him. he's so. he's the type who you look at and you think like these are the rich people who are like stuffing themselves full and getting lost in riches whilst there are poor kids all around them. oh the guy was an indonesian chinese btw.

um no offense to any indo chinese people I know. haha. just that i have a slight prejudice towards rich people who couldn't care less about anything other than their own lives. it's damn idiotic.

haha anyway >.> then the kid finished with his shoes, and you know what the fat idiot paid him! TWO MEASLEY BUCKS. TWO! for someone who was wearing a coat and a crisp shirt, he sure was short of small change. -.-

and you should have seen the kid's reaction when he saw the two notes. he was like O.O oh no that kinda face! your heart just goes down the drain when you see a kid's face like that it's like not right. the kid kept staring at the dude, like hinting for more. it was a really like crushed kind of begging for more kind of face. very pitiful.

but eventually he just went off and polished someone else's shoes. ):

dad gave him some money before we left the cafe. even though dad was wearing uh sneaks which can't really be polished haha >.> I think it was quite a lot. haha cos the kid's face was like O.O when he saw the money and then he was on the verge of tears. and then he asked, 'for me? you're giving this to me, sir? thank you so muchhh.' of course he asked in indo lah. but. you know. :D

and you know why I'm proud of myself? :D haha damn (x it's because! my dad didn't notice the kid at first, cus he was busy discussing like financial matters with our tour guide I think. he only noticed because.. I told him to give money to the kid! YEAH ME. I LOVE ME. don't you? xD

yup. so that's about it for the trip. the rest was normal sight-seeing stuff. yup. not really that interesting. as for pics.. I'll see if I can be bothered to put some up here. :D

kay on a lighter note! I've got something to share! SOMETHING VERY EXCITING. it's got to do with VALENTINE'S DAY! :D haha.

kay lah it's a love poem :D um... it's not mine. (: and I alrd got the person's permission to put it up here. it's honestly SUPER CUTE. (:

Dear __, Sorry about the torn edges of the paper,

it's last minute work

But this poem isn't:

Roses are red,
Violets are blue,
SIS sugar is sweet,
But not as good as you.

The sky is so vast,
The sea is so deep.
But compared to my love for you,
They can't hold all of it.

It came as a crush,
It came as a blow.
I couldn't control my feelings,
So i wanted to let you know.
It may sound absurd, You may not think it's true.

and then censored ready :D hahahaha i told you it's damn cute! hahaha I love the one about the SIS sugar! hahaha I didn't know how to react when the person showed me this. haha. it's like um should I lol? should I feel all warm inside? haha but it's so cute don't you think! :D it's so primary schoooooool. (x

&because I can't decide!

someone whose smile
makes me feel I've been holding back
and now there's nothing I can't do
cos this is real and this good
it warms the insides just like it should

love is a universal language. saying I love you isn't. so. gue cinta sama lo. (: hahaha. ((: but then again. love is patient, love is kind, love means slowly losing your mind.

posted by aney @ 7:10 PM