first of all, don't put the words in my freaking mouth, alright, is that so much to ask for? I swear since the beginning of this year people have been twisting my words left right up down everywhere. wtf stop it alright?! it's immature, it's illogical and it doesn't just hurt me, it hurts others as well. others I consider my friends alright? it's not even funny. it's okay if I'm the only one hurt in the process, but if you wanna spread some freaking lies about me by all means say whatever the fuck you want, I won't care cos I know it's not true and that's all that matters. but just don't include my friends alright? leave them OUT of it, thanks. I freaking love them and I won't let them get hurt when they didn't even see it coming. it isn't fair! and you have NO FUCKING RIGHT to hurt them?!
second. I can manage fine by myself, thanks. this is not some shotgun romance that I chose to indulge in, and I don't need the whole world to know about it?! I pretty much don't have a care for people who didn't even know of my existence suddenly knowing that he's the one. I appreciate that you people don't mean any harm, but honestly the things you guys do sometimes, are just plain irritating. I'll tell him when I feel like it, alright? and right now, is NOT the right time. I know how fast/slow I want things to go and I don't need to divulge everything to him at this moment time. I mean, cmonnnnn. I don't need a freaking matchmaker, and I don't need someone to hold my hand and tell me this is what I need to do now. honestly. I know what I'm going to do and when I'm going to do it, and NOW is just not the right time, so LEAVE. ME. ALONEEEEEE.
thirdly, dude I'm sorry if I hurt you really badly or anything, but honestly what was I supposed to do? any way you look at it I would've hurt you. you knew how much I hate people chasing other people because of something as superficial as that and yet you still chose to hop onto the bandwagon and do what everyone else thought you should do. honestly, I thought you had better sense than that. but just know this now, I don't hate you as a friend, in fact there are times when I think I enjoy your company, but don't do that ever again. please.
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I am a very pissed girl, today, apparently. it isn't pms! it's more of a buildup of events.
geez. 'buildup of events'. I swear I'm doing too much ihist for my own good, okay. shit.
okay I'm gonna say this for fun!
you won't like me when I'm mad.
BE AFRAID! BE VERY AFRAID. RAWRRR.
before I go, here's a snippet of a conversation between steven and joel today. haha.
j: but in minute amounts, alcohol's supposed to be good for you.
s: yeah rightttttt.
j: no really! because they're made of fermented soya beans so--
s: THAT'S SOY SAUCE!
haha JOEL TALK CRAP LEH. I didn't know alcohol's made of fermented soya beans, did you! hahaha.
anyway bye
posted by aney @ 5:52 PM
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