EMO!
today wasn't a bad day. it just ended on a really, really, really. bad note. fuggin screwed up. )_:first up, I bumped into someone on the way home. let's just say someone who's found himself a place in my heart. (frickin lame. but true.) fuck this. we were almost together, until of course things fucked up. he got pissed at me, because he thought I lied to him about not seeing anyone else, when why the fuck I would want to see someone else if I've got him, I don't KNOW. and then, go figure. he pissed me off in return, and we basically have not talked ever since.
and it frickin hurts, because he was the first I ever liked out of the goodness of his heart. haha. guess I was a pretty bad judge of character huh. as in, when you like someone because of himself, and not because of what he makes himself out to be, you get really attached to that person right? and even if things can't ever return to the way they were, I still wish we could just put it all in the past and just be friends, because I really value his friendship. I mean just because we stay friends after all that shit, doesn't mean we have to restart anything, RIGHT?! what a friggin idiot. ):
apparently some people can't forget. which is what made me so pissed. I don't know, you might not understand. I don't really care.
and the drama doesn't end there! when I got home, mum was in a fricking bad mood. you can't put two people with thunderstorms brewing over their heads in the same roof without a fight happening right? well that's exactly what happened. she got pissed because I left my stuff all over my bed when I came home, and because I ate in my room. haha. and I couldn't care less, because honestly who cares about being all prim and proper when the only thing you wanna do is screammmm your frickin ass off and throw a tantrum like the spoilt bitch that you are, just because your day was bad.
I feel quite bad for screaming at my mum like that. I don't normally do that. haha. but today was different. I've been having really drastic mood swings lately, so when I got pissed, I really got pissed. haha. and you know when you're pissed, you don't really think before you say or do stuff. so yea. I feel quite bad.
but at the same time, I still don't think my mum had any right to just start berating me the moment she stepped into the house. that's exactly what she did. it's kind of annoying. okay, VERY. -_-
alright, I gtg. bye.
posted by aney @ 9:21 PM
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