tgif my foot ):
wow. okay I'm supposed to be doing pw now :P but errrr haha lemme just finish this (xabout the last post. haha sorry bout that. .. actually sorry bout the last few posts as well. freaking emo. well. I guess I don't really have a reason to be emo. haha. it's not really a reason that most people would consider legitimate anyways. I'm emo not because I love someone and "it goes to waste", as coldplay puts it. I'm emo because it's the exact opposite of that.
I know, I don't get it either. today I realize I'm getting quite sick of being emo because of that. it actually eats into me and it's like someone put a two-ton weight on each shoulder every time I think about it. I really hate that I cannot give him what he wants but I'm very very annoyed that I keep thinking so much about it. it sucks. being torn between remaining his friend and completely ignoring him, feeling like I just stabbed him in the back, whatever! everything is just freaking complicated now and I just wanna let go of everything. ): I cannot do anything about this can I? well if I can't, then wouldn't I be better off just leaving it all up to God and then going on with my own life. ..sigh. ):
on another note! (a lighter note!) well this is not really light, but it's something to blog about, so who cares huh.
I'm planning on joining oteam09! wanna be an ogl... wish me luck! (: I think I can make it. even though one of the criteria for making it is passing all my subjects. and ECONS spells disaster for me T_T but I'm getting econs tuition so I should probably be able to just pass by a hair's breadth if I just work my ass off for promos. woots. go me <3>
ha. ha.
another thing.. have I mentioned how much I abhor delusional people? people who are DELUSIONAL about themselves, especially when it comes to their own looks. I know this guy who thinks that every time a girl looks at him randomly it means she's checking him out and that she thinks he's cute. AHHHHHHH PUH-LEEEEEEEEEZ T_T" wahlao-ey. one of my good friends just happened to be staring in his general direction when he noticed her doing that and just because of that incident, that ONE incident that happened in the canteen where there were a MILLION other people, he's being extremely weird around her now.
i'm sorry, I really CANNOT STAND THESE KINDA PEOPLE T_T it was just a bloody coincidence, dammit. not important at all! and yet he makes it sucha big deal. wah bloody ego can, aiyoh. :x
haha alright enough of that. I just feel so betrayed lah. I used to like him you know, like as a person. not 'like' like, hurhur. he was just nice overall. it seemed. and then he does this kind of thing, very irritating to me, especially since he's doing it to my good friend. so annoying. she didn't mean anything at all lah. wahlao. so now i'm quite disgusted that he can be so freaking delusional T_T
okay well guess that's his imperfection. I'm just going to have to learn to live with it.
tomorrow's friday! tgif! well not really. ending school at 125 instead of 1205 like the old timetable. I HATE THE NEW TIMETABLE, EE. monday and wednesday damn bad lah, donno how many lessons in a row, without a break until the end of the day. WITHOUT! A BREAK! I WILL BREAK, WITHOUT A BREAK T_T
alright enough of that (once again I say that) it's 9:10pm and I haven't started on PW and I still have to download the oteam application form and carefully fill it out and print it and shit like that. yay good luck to me. looks like I'll be burning the midnight oil. actually I think I need a real electric lamp. so it can last further than midnight.
hm. you know what I'm talking about??
YOU DON'T! HOW COME!
you know why?
I also don't know.
GOOD
BYE
posted by aney @ 8:33 PM
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