but I love my friends, thank you guys for asking me what's wrong and everything, I really appreciate it (: I went for haagen dazs with chermaine after school, haha. my wallet cried, and my fingers got so sticky with caramel sauce that they were shiny, but it didn't matter. good company + good food = roaring good time :D
anyway. then chermaine went back to school and I was supposed to go home, but I was sitting at bishan mrt and staring aimlessly at the wall. trying to sort things out, but it only made me feel more shitty, so I decided not to go home. I needed space, somewhere far away from school, where I knew I wouldn't bump into people I know, somewhere where I could sit and really think things out without being interrupted. somewhere with nice scenery that I could admire and use to calm myself down also.
got my answer: vivocity rooftops. I went all the way there, spent about an hour there, half the time just staring away at the view of sentosa. which isn't really what you call 'nice scenery' but it worked for me. the other half of the time I spent writing furiously on a piece of foolscap paper whatever I felt inside.
then I bought myself some chicken rice from harbourfront centre and I went to orchard to pray at al-falah. caught a bus home and here I am (:
one more thing! there was this couple that got on the bus a few stops before the interchange. at first I didn't think anything of them, just that they were super sweet cos they were quite close. anyway I don't really make it a point to observe couples on the bus, and I was reading my book and I had ambient-noise-eliminating earphones plugged in, so I took no notice. it was only until the bus reached the interchange that I realized- they're deaf/mute! cos they were both talking in sign language all the way haha
MAN THAT IS FREAKING CUTE LAH. AND IT'S SO SWEET PLEASE. you know in the movie jerry maguire there's also a deaf/mute couple and the guy says to the girl, "you complete me" SO SWEEEEEEEEET! really there's no difference between them and a normal couple, it's just that they talk in sign language instead of words, which just makes everything more profound!
okay yeah so I'm evidently a hopeless romantic. :P but it's really very sweet don't you think! :D
sigh.
tomorrow is d-day. getting back a lot of papers, according to chermaine. I think I'll feel like jumping down block b after everything ends. sigh. cts were freaking screwed! well so was everyone else's I bet, but still. aiyoh. suck la.
one more thing before I go and sleep: don't anyone dare to categorize me and treat me as your bloody entertainment and nothing else, because I hate it when I get used like that. especially you. am I your friend, or am I just something there to boost your ego? you only see me when you want to, and obviously you don't care about what goes on in my life as long as you still get to see me around. hello news flash? I wasn't made for you! okay let me rephrase that: I wasn't made for the sole purpose of entertaining you. I've got my own life, and yeah I actually do have my own personality. I'm not here to please you. would you just pleaseeeee get over yourself :x
ARGH I hate obnoxious guys the most. horrible horrible masochistic BUFFOONS, they are.
haha okay. good night
posted by aney @ 11:02 PM
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