\since we're such awkward bedfellows

frivolous bunch of crap

"omgzxzxzx promos coming __ days time what am I still doing here" okay I'm done with the normal starting line now, let's move on.

I feel like some unheard-of love guru or something, cos in between mugging and changing my mugging campouts around the house once every three hours (I get restless, don't look at me like that), I've been giving advice about matters of the heart to two of my closest guy friends, whom I love very much (:

and who am I kidding, why am I giving advice about how to improve their love lifes when my own is still in this stagnant, dust-collecting state. granted, they're the ones who asked me what they should do, but still, isn't it completely ironic that I'M telling them what they should do?

to tell you the truth, I was actually flattered initially, when they first asked, cos they chose to ask me out of so many people. like I'm like this female version of Hitch. (as if I even know that much about the whole love game, actually -.-) but then again I realize it's just because they wanted a girl's opinion and I'm the only one they dared to ask, cos, I don't know, apparently I'm "not like" a girl (really, that's what one of em said when I asked)

gee willikers, thanks a lot. a girl sure wants to be told that she's "not like" a girl. haha. I'm kidding. I mean, only partially. I guess most girls like to consider themselves girly, as far as personality is concerned.

which brings me to another topic. I wish people weren't so uptight about girls hanging out with a bunch of guys at one time. as in, a girl being the only girl among a group of boys. I don't think they're that uptight when a guy hangs out with a bunch of girls, I mean I've got a couple of guy friends who do that frequently, nobody ever goes 'oh god, what a bloody obnoxious player', or like, 'aiya no shame'. well not a lot of people anyway.

but when a girl hangs out with a bunch of guys at one time, it's almost always 'ee why can't she just hang out with the rest of the girls, she thinks she's so popular with the guys is it??' and it's bloody irritating. I mean preferring to be in the company of boys rather than girls doesn't necessarily put you in the same bracket as slut or anything of that sort right?!

me, I just don't see what's so bad about it. guys are more fun than girls sometimes, so what's so wrong about being the only girl in a group of boys if you're just out to have some meaningless fun? I mean as long as you don't go traipsing around town with a whole bunch of boys and being all flirty and 'oh look at me, I'm such a pretty princess, I'm so frickin popular with them' then it's okay what. people should be able to tell that you're not 'one of those girls', for lack of a more polite term to use.

I know that not everyone has this kind of attitude, and that I'm probably making a thousand million different sweeping statements by saying what I just said, and that I'm probably just kinda pissed off in lieu of a recent event that has occurred (it's seahist, I swear, talking out loud in a formal tone just to get the points into my head has serious side-effects), but REALLY. I wish people would just stop being so immature and so uptight. it irritates me. ):

well, time to go! I realize I've not been happy enough this past few week. well, relatively speaking. (SEE, IT'S SEAHIST! relative..) DAMN PROMOS. heh. okay, so it's NOT just promos, I'm just not a happy girl this week! whatever it is, I still say screw it. I can't wait for promos to be over.

posted by aney @ 7:38 PM