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if I'd ever hated you or even looked down upon you, trust me, you would've known alright? I don' t bother to keep my feelings hidden when I don't like someone, cos I've probably got good reason not to like that someone..

you should've known I would've gotten pissed at something like that! of all the places to do that to me you chose the friggin mosque, dude isn't there something a little bit wrong with that picture?

and NO, I don't hate you just because of that. to be honest I always thought you were an honest guy, with noble intentions, and I really respected you. I still do, actually. so naturally when you just sat in the background smirking while your friend went all out to do whatever he did I just got ticked off. what happened to the nice guy, did he just get carried away by all his friends?

guess I'm in the wrong too for expecting you to be so completely perfect. but you really are one of the most goodhearted people I know and I really really really respect people like that. guess I got too carried away with that image I have of you too, so I'm sorry.

that one little blemish in your personality got me ticked off at first cos I didn't expect it at all so it was like a rude shock. but comeon, I'm not gonna hold it against you forever. I've got better things to do than hold grudges against people for one-off mistakes. wish you'd see that.

I've actually got a lot of respect for you, and I'm even actually a little bit in awe by you, cos you're a better person I am, when it comes down to the crunch, and when I think of the kind of person I want to change myself into, I think of you. you really have my respect. (:

posted by aney @ 12:41 PM