\since we're such awkward bedfellows

feeling all superhuman, you did that to me

It’s been a very good day indeed, even though I only went out with yuhan and Joanna in the end. And yuchen for a while. Still, the fact that they take the time is good enough for me. I’m a very content little girl tonight!

Maybe not little. I AM seventeen after all.

Yknow I’m starting to wonder if it’s something about January babies that like to remind December babies like me that we still have 12 more months to go to turn 18, and they only have one more month to go. -.- suckers. Hahaha nahh I’m kidding. it’s just qiwen and jazi, who incidentally share the same birthday!

speaking of same birthdays! I already found out that two other people in rjc turn 17 today! One in my batch and the other one year above mine, both guys. Small world, small world...

and now I have to reply to everyone who wished me happy bday. I really appreciate it you guys, and if I missed you out, and I’m sure somewhere along the way I’m missing out somebody, please forgive me. I lost my phone remember, so I lost my contacts too. In no specific order whatsoever,

Syazwan (twice lol) Polly (twice too!) Haslina (twice three!) Maryam Derek Jonlim Vanessa Maria Kak Nur Yi Ning Khaliq Hanif Di Wei (twice four!) Fads Joanna Yuhan Yuchen Wenqiang (twice five!) Amin Victor Hani Albert DanialHakim Asyraf Nakata Matthew Iqbal Hijazi Qiwen DanialBadron Saiful Zulkifli

Amin damn retarded, know. I didn’t have his number, then I asked who he is then he say “faris’s dad”. Aperkebendeeee entah, hahaha.

Btw I bought my shoes today! WHY NO ONE BUY FOR ME AH, WALAO. MY BDAY SIAL. I WANT MY PRESENT YOU KNOW. Heehee nah I’m kidding, I really don’t need presents guys. I know most of yall are in permanent personal economic recessions of your own.. heehee but really don’t need.

I know it sounds corny, but just showing the love is a good enough present for me. I’m serious.

In the end I bought the black and red converse shoes, love em love em love emmmm.

Doesn’t mean I’m not growing up anymore. I suddenly started noticing today that certain types of dresses are actually pretty and not really casual but still good for street wear. I’ve only got two right now, and I got the sudden urge to go shopping for moreeee.

And I need new pumps. You can guess which colour I want them in. and necklaces, especially.. and oh threequarter pants. The tight black ones. Fedoras are nice too, if you know how to wear them properly..

Aiyo... scares me that I’m becoming girly. Little by little. I don’t LIKE being girlyyyyyyy. ): well not that part of me that’s always been a little disgusted by things like accessorizing and wearing pretty girly clothes.

BEING SEVENTEEN IS NICE.

Anyway I’m all talk and no action. I tell you it takes like dunno how long to convince myself to actually go DO the shopping. -.- sigh.

In more important news, I’ve been thinking about whether I wanna stay in Singapore or go overseas to study.. talked about it with a few people already.

I wanna go overseas! I know it’s a huge thing, being away for like 3-4 years and only coming back home once or twice every year or sth? Leaving all your friends and family behind, it’s almost like starting life anew, in a completely different environment, surrounded by completely different people, none of whom you know that well at the start.

I love all my friends and I also obviously, needless to say, love my family. And I realize that maybe I’m just bored with Singapore because I don’t take the time to see what’s good about life here. That maybe it’s a perception thing, that if I change my perception I’d see that life here is already pretty good..

But you know, what can you say when you can’t change the culture around you, or the buildings surrounding you, or the kind of people around you? I would definitely miss my friends and family. But I would rather take the plunge and go somewhere I have never experienced before than sit around here willing myself to ignore the fact that I’m damn bored with life here despite my family and friends being around.

And I promised myself I’d try and see as much of the world as I can. I should do it when I’m still young! Haha that’s what I’d call a fulfilling life. To be able to see all kinds of people in all types of different cultures and conditions.. to really see for myself what God gave to this earth, and to us, the human race.

I just hope I’m not being too idealistic, cos that would be indeed be a problem. Still. I won’t say no even if I’m being too idealistic. It’s a learning experience, anything would be better than staying in Singapore...

Complete change in tone: I TOOK NEOPRINTS TODAY. Haven’t taken them in ages, I almost wanted to call them neopets instead. T_T here’s one where I’m sticking out of a toilet bowl, and yuhan and Joanna say I look nice in that one. gee thanks, of all the times to look nice, when I’m halfway down a toilet bowl hahahha :D

Kay I tired of typing ready. gtg bye(:

posted by aney @ 12:21 AM