Saturday, April 26, 2008

i don't know why I'm still harbouring hopes, cos it's a losing battle. i can feel the flame fast burning out, but i wish it would've just extinguished itself the moment i heard you say those words. you cut deep. i just dont want to show it because i've got my pride, i cant believe i fell for someone like you. in hindsight, maybe i was just being in love with the feeling of love. doesn't explain why i cared so freaking much about you though. i aint never felt so worried about a guy before. and it just ain't fair. why does it always have to happen this way? it felt so right at first, and then it put me right up there on cloud 9 along with the rest of the lovestruck population in the world, and then it just totally crashed, and now what? am i supposed to just forget about you like that? throw it all away, eradicate it from my memory, like it never happened at all?

it's like avril said, all of our memories so close to me, just fade away, all this time you were pretending, so much for my happy ending.

ANYWAY! IN OTHER NEWS

I was out the whole morning + afternoon today, cool beans huh. had french class and then was out with my family. sort of like an outing kinda thing. and i'm going out again later, to my gramma's hse if I'm not wrong. don't ask me how I'm gonna do my bloody ihist term paper alright T.T

so I was playing guitar hero at wisma, at the sony center on the 4th floor. and then while I was playing this hothothot angmoh guy came up to me and said like "hey, you're gooooood." and I was about to say thanks and then i realised he was damn hot, like DAMN EFFING HOT. like model hot! :D wahahahhaa

then after that this cute malay dude played and then he sucked because it was his first time and we spent like a good 20 minutes hogging the ps3 and taking turns to play and laughing at him, cos he really sucked orh. hahaha. I didn't even get his name, I realize. but he was wearing grey contacts. cute.

...knowing how to play guitar hero can come in real handy :D hahahaha

who am I kidding. gtg now bye(:

posted by aney @ 4:40 PM

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