\since we're such awkward bedfellows

frivolity;

disclaimer: I'm feeling quite irritable tonight, so sorry if I annoy you guys with this one xD

ayeeee this is so not fair ): how come so many people know ready??? dammit la. Can’t they mind their own businesssssss. It’s not even funny orh. Shit.

You know what I’m talking about? I’LL TELL YOU WHAT I’M TALKING ABOUT. HM-FREAKING-PH.

I was going to the toilet today, then when I got to the toilet there were like 5/6 guys slacking around outside, doing god knows what. and then when I came I thought I heard my name. like "that one is santriani is it?" and I was like ????? cos you see I dont know any of them at all. never seen their faces in my entire life before. so naturally I thought, okay its just my imagination. Im hearing things, geez. *self-deprecates* so I went in, did my business, preened (:D), then went out. but when I went out all six guys were staring at me, like all at once. like with this "hmmmm" kinda look on their faces, and I was like what the FUCK, *runs away* then I bumped into yu xin! and I asked her for a hug cos I needed one, cos I was feeling fucked up at that point in time. I LOVE THAT GIRL. and then *hughug* but when i was hugging her I saw all 5/6 guys looking at us, all laughing, at two random girls randomly hugging in a random corridor in school.

FRIGGIN ANNOYING. it's not an isolated incident this time. as in the other time I was at a traffic light with my friend, and someone's friend came along with a whole bunch of other guys I don't know. and they all stopped and turned as one to give me this "HURHURHUR" kind of look.

ANNOYS THE PANTS OFF OF ME. lucky it only happens in school, cos in school I WEAR SKIRT, NOT PANTS. WAHHAHA JOKE AH

okay I'll stop annoying the piss out of you with all this shit. let's move on.

I have another sick joke! :D credits to my bro. YEH my bro, who's in like in p6. awesome.

one day, there was this dude who was a married to a woman who wouldn't stop nagging him to go find work. and he had a neighbour who was damn hot. so one day he went "LIFE IS DAMN TOUGH" and he hired a sniper to go and kill his neighbour and his wife. he told the sniper to shoot his wife's mouth cos she wouldnt stop nagging him, and to shoot his neighbour's dick cos his neighbour did his wife over. each shot= 1000bucks, so he had to pay the sniper 2000.

SO! the sniper went to his vantage point. and the dude kaypoh go and follow him. and he waiteddddd and he waiteddddd and he waiteddddd but still the sniper didn't fire. so he was like "eh why you never shoot, SHOOT LAH! they're right there!"

and the sniper said, "shut up. I'm trying to help you save a thousand bucks."

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAA GET IT GET IT xD xD xD I laughedddddd until I grew abs when I heard it. freaking gross ah hahaha

okay now let's be serious. lol. seriously. xD come onnnn, I'm trying to be as serious as serious black! really. no really really.

ummmmmm.

if you noticed, I've been a little out of it lately. because of. well I'd prefer to keep the reason to myself. (: but you guys, all you people who asked me in real life, online, whenever, wherever, if I'm okay or not. I have to this to say to yall: I FCKING LOVE YOU GUYS :D honestly, I didnt expect anyone to even notice. and I was only like that for a week! you know how splendid it is, when the whole day, you just feel like you've got a problem with the world, just because, and then to have people come up to you and ask if you're okay or not. it means a lot.... (: (: (: thank you so much you guys. you freaking awesome friends. LOVE LOVE. muaxzxiiexxxx

thing is... I don't wanna tell yall the truth. because I don't even understand the truth myself, so I can't expect yall to understand if I try to explain it to yall. if it was anything I'd tell you guys, but this is something I can't get anyone to help me with. (: i have to deal with on my own. and I don't like to be put on the spot and have to answer a question I don't know how to answer. trust me, if I needed help I'd ask for it. :P I can't ask for help for this though. I have to do it alone. but I really do appreciate the concern.

ALRIGHT, gtg sleep bye!

posted by aney @ 10:10 PM