but somehow tonight, I just don't wanna worry about mugging. maybe it's because I'm damn tired, maybe it's because I wanna scream my heart out, maybe it's because I can't believe I actually want to start mugging early despite the rara-ness and everything... I still am not very used to hearing this voice in my head that goes "shut up and stop complaining and just do it lah bitch" every time I feel like forgetting about all my hmk and landing myself on the bed like FLOP, at like 9pm xD
it's new. I'm not used to it. almost makes me wanna slack off like early last year xD but I dont want shit grades la whatEVS, zomg?!
I was extremely pms-y today. just because. capital P-M-S. yup.
you know what the difference between rj and rg is? second term of first year at rj feels like third/fourth term of last year at rg, which I guess makes sense, but I don't mind it now. as in I don't really feel the strain of having to putting in effort, considering the lazybum that I am... WAS :D
cos rj is way funner than rg was and will ever be. I feel like I've got a place where I belong. you know? hm. cos I love my class, and I love my og LOADS, and I never felt so loved and loving when I was in rg compared to right now. honestly. and now I actually have friends who really honestly care about me. like no strings attached. no like, hidden agendas or something. and it's really cool (:
I feel like a brand new person. that's gotta do with belonging somewhere, I guess, but I think most of it comes from the fact that.. mmm. I was different last year. I feel different now. something happened during the hols that changed the way I look at life. really. and I am so glad it did, cos life is WAY BETTER NOW. :D :D :D
could be because of the guys. guys are way funner than girls most of the time :D um well I guess most guys lah. others are so freaking egoistic it's utterly repulsive, puke-inducing, barf-worthy, what have you.. could be because there's less rules. :D
WHATEVER. I just like it so far here.. (:
two more things. first- apparently jc1 life isn't even a third as hard as j2 life. and already I come back home at 6pm every day and already got lots of hmk and lots of notes to read. mugging hasn't even fully come into the picture? but it's bearable now, I guess I'll just take it step by step and get to j2 when it get to it lah (:
second- ermmmmmmmmmmm talk about first impressions... someone said she thought I was a cheerleader the first time she saw me. D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: D: AYEEEEEEEEEEEEE. I DON'T WANNA BE A FREAKING CHEERLEADER. BIMBO MUCH?! hahaha (sorry cheerleading friends who might read this. I still love you guys xD) and someone else thought I was indian when she first saw me. AIYOH. i know my skin is damn dark and I know my name probably doesn't sound malay but ala I'M NOT INDIAN LA D: LAST ONE :D another friend said he thought i was the damn quiet damn studious kind at first. HAHA. inconsistencies yaw! haha. ever heard of a cheerleader who's damn quiet and damn studious at the same time??
ala. I love my friends though, they're the awesome-est buncha friends I've ever met. :D alright BYE :D
posted by aney @ 11:49 PM
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