\since we're such awkward bedfellows

starburst

I'm bursting with happiness! I think it showed today. just felt different, I'm just kind of more excited inside, somehow, I don't really have a reason why, I just am!

damn bubbly today when I came to school, said hi to people I don't usually say hi to, and someone asked me why so happy, I can't remember who. you know I should do this more often. I really get a lot more smiles this way. haha. ^^!

ohyea I'm in love again. wahaha. with a second cousin, no less. :P no la but really I'm simply quite taken by him. for one, he's really nice and he's really kind, and he's responsible, and he's caring, and he's uproariously funny, but he knows where to draw the line. ohyea and he's completely hot. (: and he's really good at playing drums, he had a performance at the hyatt yesterday! :O

yea well, I just really really respect him, ain't really that I'm in love with him, he is my relative, after all... even if he's my 2nd cousin and not my direct cousin. that would be even worse, though, falling for a cousin. hmmm.

anyway more importantly! I still am quite amazed by how incredibly different everything looks through this brand new perspectives. I just appreciate things a lot more and accept things the way they are more easily.

erm like rj, for one. rj is way better than rg was and will ever be, but still, the kind of kids (kids uh, pdhl umur da 17 thn hurhur) who go to rj aren't really the kind of kids that I really enjoy myself the most with. I find that I enjoy myself the most when I'm with people like kamarul and asyraf and khaliq and firdaus and fidy and maya.

haha there's a lot more to this matter than what I'm saying here, but it's a much too sensitive topic to go into deeply here. that's what I think.

anyway it really doesn't matter. (: they're all people. just that they're different. but they still shine in their own specific ways. which is more than enough of a reason to forget the differences and just stop moping around that there aren't more people like kamarul in rj.

OH WAIT, I'M SORRY. WE'RE RIJC NOW AREN'T WE. HUH HUH. -.-

k sleepy liao I go sleep bye

(say go sleep really fast 10 times and it sounds like gossip! :O)

posted by aney @ 10:23 PM