\since we're such awkward bedfellows

just want you close, where you can stay forever

you know I've always been the kind of girl to follow her intuition more than anything else. most of the time, if I think about it too much instead of just doing what I instinctively wanted to do in the first place, I end up screwing things over. so I go with the gut feeling most of the time. worked out fine for me so far..

but even I have to admit that you can't always follow your intuition. gotta factor in practicality somewhere right... I just don't know what to think, okay. gut feeling pulling me one way, practicality pulling me another..

WHY'S LIFE GOTTA BE SO COMPLICATED, AH? -.- i'm not even trying hard to be this angsty right now, I AM. ANGSTY.

... phew. could use a good game right now. defuse. get my mind off things. speaking of which! i've been trying to get my dad to buy me the unreal tournament game for xboxxxx360. I wannttt. I used to be ace at unreal tournament! i'm not even kidding. now, er..... maybe not ace lah ah. ha.

AND I WANT GUITAR HERO WORLD TOUR. the songs on expert are that much harder to play on world tour than on gh3 or gh aerosmith, and this is just the guitar I'm talking about. haven't even tried the drums and vocals yet! HOOBOY.

but what I want most... I want my friends man. I want to get out and just have a good time! forget about everything. live in the moment. act like nothing's bothering me. just to go all out and have fun, man. is that too much to ask for? but everyone's busy.. ):

haha ohwell. at least I've got memories in the back of my mind to relive. :) lol.. I still remember talking about "furry balls" and licking boobs.. hahaha.

daymmnnn. i miss you guys man. ):

posted by aney @ 10:29 PM