I swear sometimes I hear people talk about their lives, and I just can't help being jealous. it's like I want some of the things they have, you know? and I'm not talking about material possessions. I rarely get jealous of people for that.
I guess if you're good enough and if you know me well enough you can figure out what it is I want so much. I understand that I can't force it.. but just for once, I wish things would just work out for me the way it seems to work out for other people. I mean, it's just infinitely easier for them, and it's frustrating, because frankly they started later than I did, and they already got what they wanted. how long am I supposed to wait? I don't know if it's me, or whatever, but it hurts something awful, man.
I'm starting to wonder if I'll ever have a happy ending.. it isn't like I've not doubted it before, I have, countless times. but I'm really really questioning it right now. sucks, I hate it when I'm this kind of mood.
I guess all that's left to do is to just think about whatever I already have right now and just have faith that it'll all work out in the end. it's no use thinking about this kind of stuff, after all...
posted by aney @ 11:29 PM
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