\since we're such awkward bedfellows

reminisce?

i bumped into my ex today. how awkward..

you know I think the only reason why I found it so hard to get over him was because.. he's got this look when he's sad about something. like a puppyface googly-eyed kind of look. made him look so pathetic i just didn't have the heart to even think it wasn't my fault that he left. lol.

okay, maybe not the "only" reason lah, but still a big reason..

I seem to somehow be drawn to people with self-esteem issues.. it's nothing, I'm just making an observation. I hope asyraf doesn't read this and take offence. ha. that would be weird, indeed.

I'm kinda glad I don't have any connections with him anymore. lol. okay not "kinda", more like REALLY glad. now the only time that I see him is when I bump into him. it is extremely weird, let me tell you, neither of us can even maintain normal conversations for longer than 5 minutes.. imagine if I were to see him every weekend again like I used to. ahhhh.

okay yes, anyway. the other day I was cleaning out my closet, if you will, not literally. just figuratively speaking. anyway I came across this piece of paper that I wrote when I was all emo about him. my first reaction was T_T ohmygoddd i can't believe I was that emo.. and then the more I read it the more I thought it was so sweet.

sweet like, you know the kind of thing that you write initially because you're hurting a whole lot, but when you look back, you start to realize that it's all part of growing up. haha yeah I know that sounds like damn corny ah, but really, I mean. getting hurt because of this kind of shit, is just something everyone goes through, and when you look back and remember just how hurt you were, you somehow smile at the memory.

I don't really wanna dwell on this topic any longer, first of all because it's weird to actually feel nostalgic about something I felt so hurt about. and second of all I gotta go before the memory gets resurrected? I don't know how to spell that word..

SO! I will go and upload some more long-due turkey pics. lol. :) byebye.

posted by aney @ 7:50 PM