\since we're such awkward bedfellows

dude, I get it, you know, I really get it. you don't have to be so spiteful and vindictive. I know you think that all there is to me is superficiality, and I know you think I did that because I couldn't care less about his feelings. some guy just came into the picture and swept me off my feet, right? that's the only reason I gave up on him right?! you guessed wrong. you don't know the half of it, you loser. I went back and forth a million times between deciding to let him go and deciding to give him a chance. I couldn't let him dive into a relationship when he didn't so much as know anything at all about me, even if he thought he did. and I wasn't as far gone as he was, how could you have expected me to let something happen between us when I know all that's gonna come out of it is a broken heart. I never intentionally wanted to break his heart alright and whatever I did was the lesser of two evils. it killed me to do that to him, I didn't want to at all. I sincerely hope you'd open your eyes and look beyond your own blind prejudice to see that.

posted by aney @ 8:58 PM