\since we're such awkward bedfellows

stay. please ); ):

hello! well i've got quite a lot of things to say.

first off, I would like to apologize for being a hypocrite! last post I said that first impressions aren't everything, but I realize that I myself am guilty of thinking that I know all there is to know about a person just because I got a bad first impression of them. I did have reason to believe they were irritating, but I didn't have the right to keep on holding a grudge against them because of that first impression and I'm really truly sorry. they turned out to be quite nice people after all! so I've embarrassed and contradicted myself. ):

second, I was just listening to 987 on the way home just now in the car and flyleaf's single came on. all around me, I think that's what it's called. I think it's such an angsty song! but actually the more I think about it the more it's applicable to me.. the chorus goes like this:

I can feel you all around me
thickening the air I breathe in
holding on to what I'm feeling
savouring this heart that's healing

haha! see I told you it was angsty. it's so spiteful please. ohmygoodness. he doesn't thicken the air I breathe in, he just makes it harder to breathe because his presence just chokes me.. I don't know. and he doesn't savour the fact that my heart's healing either. in fact I know he's weird about it. I just think that I get the feeling that flyleaf's trying to get across... mine isn't as extreme as theirs though, but it's still there. I don't know. it hurts to think of thursday.

third, CIP! today was quite boring haha. well no lah the first part was quite interesting actually. we were supposed to go door-to-door and talk about crime prevention. made new friends! alex, crystal and angie. (: j2, j2, j1 respectively. anyway the first block we got assigned to I was with alex and two other prc scholars. alex never introduced me to them and I never asked anyway heh ><

the first block was pretty receptive to us! and it's interesting the way the first thing you notice about the doors is the religious signs around the door. the crosses, the altars, the buddhist scriptures, the arabic writings.. whatever. alex said it's interesting that the thing that the people in this particular block would choose to use to differentiate themselves is their religion! and I think it's quite cool too!

lunch was free of course! :D buffet lunch! HAHA I had like 2 helpings of mee, 3 helpings of popcorn, 1 helping of candy floss and 1 helping of orange juice! wooh! IZ DA BOMBZXZX. what is? MY STOMACH. COS IT FELT LIKE IT WAS GONNA EXPLODE HAHAHA

on the way home I bumped into asyraf! erhhh Asyraf the Dude Who Looks Like Me, so says ANDREW. -.- not Asyraf The Deserter. hahaha. go figure. anyway andrew says me and asyraf look alike! almost like we could be siblings. I disagree though. for starters THE DUDE HAS STUBBLE. -.- wow thanks so I look like I've got stubble too! HAHA nah kidding lah, but I don't think I look like him? anw it was nice seeing him! lol.

fourth, today I MADE HISTORY! I used two different types of cleansing cream in the bath today hahaha. normally I use none, but lately I've been getting pimples more frequently so I figured I'd better start using now. at least I know why everyone's so concerned about it now. by everyone, I mean mostly the girls.

which made me think... the best way to be patriotic is to have a pimple breakout on national day! then you'll have little red dots all over your face! HAHAHA. xD

cos what we have is something rare and I wanna know
are you real? am I dreaming?

don't goooooo. it isn't time yet. just not yet.

posted by aney @ 9:57 PM