I've had too much to smoke, too much to drink, where have I been?
I feel like the stars are getting closer and the sky is closing in
And I don't know where to begin
We're all looking for something, to take away the pain
Me, and you, and my medication
(Making the best of it)
Love is just a chemical creation
(Will it be permanent?)
Synthetic sensation
Me, you, and my medication
The way back to the right track, maybe you can help me find the door
Is it too much to ask, too much too fast, too much to ignore?
It feels like your body's getting closer but you seem so far away
Medicine make it ok
We're all looking for someone, to take away the pain
Me, and you, and my medication
(Making the best of it)
Love is just a chemical creation
(Will it be permanent?)
Synthetic sensation
Me, you, and my medication
So can you feel it?
Do you feel it coming down?
You gotta get up
Can you get up off the ground?
Can you hear it?
Can you hear me screaming?
So can you feel it?
Do you feel it coming down?
You gotta get up
Can you get up off the ground?
I wanna hear it
Wanna hear you breathing
We're all addicted to something, that takes away the pain
Me, and you, and my medication
(Making the best of it)
Love is just a chemical creation
(Will it be permanent?)
Synthetic sensation
Me, you, and my medication
me you and my medication- boys like girls.
was raving to khaliq online about how awesomely awesome this song is, and his only reaction was "medication? ee. emo." I tell you I really wanna accidentally step on his foot while I'm wearing stilettos one day. :x
..if I ever wear stilettos in my life. haha.
I won't deny that the medication part kinda makes it sound emo, as in those wrist-cutting, pill-downing, won't-get-a-stinking-haircut-to-save-their-life emo fags... but really if you look past that. the song doesn't have those cut-yourself-to-death and I-hate-the-world kind of vibes.
the dude's just aching cos his heart broken. which is something we all go through, one way or another. he's dazed, he doesn't really know what he's doing, but as long as he gets as far away from the pain as possible it's fine by him. that really got to me, honestly. just realized that when you're in that much pain, you feel like you're dazed, like your heart's just been whacked around in your ribcage like a baseball is whacked around in a baseball game.
I guess part of it's because you're already numbed to the pain, but when it hits you again, you never see it coming, so you're just dazed to find the familiar sensation eclipsing whatever joy might have had just a while ago.
don't know why I feel so akin with martin or whoever it is that wrote this song, it's not like I've felt that kind of pain before. oh wait. I have. hmmmmmmm. just this year, the first time. I was so shocked, I felt like.. you know what it must feel like to have your memory wiped out? well it felt just like that, except it wasn't my memory that was wiped out temporarily, it was all emotion and sentiment I felt like I had and ever will have, being wiped out.
oooooo what a gloomy post this has been. I better go now. bye guys.
posted by aney @ 12:33 AM
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