after which I decided that I like gay songs and gay things, but that I don't necessarily like gay people.
HA. that would be an incredibly brief account of what happened today. haha. let's go onebyone.
OP... I really don't wanna talk about this. sucked like hell. nothing else to say. -.-
after OP went to slack in the canteen with the girls, but gradually everyone just started going home or going someplace else, and only me and yuhan and polly were left. I swear we talked about everything from lizards to britney spears okay hahaha.
then had some fun trying to catch a random huge-ass spider that was jumping around near my bag. it was damn big man! I wanted to be all brave and squish it inside a tissue but I chickened, cos I was scared it jumped out at me I mean hey spiders can do that!
in the end it started jumping around when raphael tried to squish it and it was fun actually, cos it was just jumping around and polly ran off and yuhan was squealing away in the background, I thought it was just a very comical scene. (:
and here i was having a moral debate about whether to kill it or not. but then it got nearer to me and yuhan was screaming "Kill it!" and I pictured it jumping my bag, like NONONO. so then I stamped on it and it was literally squished out on the sole of my shoe. -.-
had to go wash it off after that, quite stupid actually, but it was fun la, lol.
after that got bored of school so me and polly left to go raffles city and.. like that lah. we wanted to go MPH to look for pride and prejudice, and then we ended up checking out FHM and attempting to check out Men's Health. haha. attempting, because it was wrapped up in plastic. ARGH.
just to save polly's skin, it was my idea, btw. to leaf through FHM. wah really got a lot of hot girls every few pages ah! I wonder if playboy's like that. maybe it's even worse. who cares.
and it was my idea too to leaf through Men's Health. yea you know, cos like, I just loveeeee tight abs. like seriously. they're damn hot.
HA. no la.. I can't look at abs and think, "sexy". seriously. I can't. yes quynh anh, if you ever read this, I know you'll laugh. BUT REALLY LA.
I just think they're a mark of good health hahaha no seriously. I know how lame that sounds, but really really. I just wanted to see what the whole preoccupation about tight abs and tight asses and tight whatevers really are. I can't tell if a guy's sexy, you know. to me, sexy's a vibe and not a physical condition. haha.
okay enough about that. I got a big huge headache after walking around so much in the basement.
then we went off to the esplanade rooftop. had a good time talking with polly about life. as in, you know, our own ideas about life, love, people in general.. stuff like that. and if you're like wenqiang, whom I think would think that we would gossip about hot guys all the time, you're seriously misguided. haha. we only mentioned hot guys once!
quite a nice thing, I must say. it was an appropriate setting and all. who cares if we were surrounded by couples, we just sat and did our own thing, which apparently, entails discussing life, love and everything else in between. talking about stuff like that actually made things a lot clearer for me in terms of beliefs and opinions. it's good, cos I don't usually talk about this kind of stuff with people. yea.
like, I realized how much I want to go turkey for that one month that my dad suggested. cos see the more I stared at the city landscape and the cars and the trucks all passing across the highway, the more I realized that Singapore is actually extremely boring after a while, even though it's one of the safest places in the world to live in. it just gets extremely repetitive and just so structured.
so before I fully settle down with a job and have kids and stuff I really wanna be able to see the world. I already see the world in that I've been travelling overseas at least once every year since secone. especially this year, got to see the UK! and I've been to egypt as well. but I just feel like there's so much more to see. I wouldn't even mind going to south africa, aside from the usual desire to go europe..
but for all my talk it's highly impractical that dad would actually have the money to do that, so if this turkey thing could be a shot at a glimpse of the real thing for me. I mean it's probably the closest to the real thing that I'm gonna get at least as far as the NOW is concerned. so I really really want it.
yup... oh yea I found a present for my friend! :D it isn't his birthday or anything but I just thought of him immediately when I saw it, cos it's just very him, shall I say.. haha. but the thing is that I'm not really very close to him. I mean we do talk, but not a lot. so you know, if I give sth to him it's gonna look slightly weird, like I crush him or something, which I don't!
sometimes I wish things wouldn't be awkward around boys and girls. life would just be simpler..
but then it wouldn't be as interesting would it? (:
ps. OH WOW I JUST HAD A DREAM WHILE I WAS STILL HALF AWAKE COOL BEANSSSS.
posted by aney @ 9:20 PM
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