I feel murderous a lot more of the time now than I did last year. which is sad, but strangely something that I have no desire to change. apparently, I look the part too, which i realize can't be good, but again, I don't care :) almost like I'm bearing a grudge against the world for no particular reason, and only my friends and family are excluded from the viciousness of it.
maybe I'm just angry that I have to repeat the whole cycle again, of mugging and doing homework and having to give a shit about my grades... sometimes it feels like it makes no difference to the person that I am whether I get a fuckin A or not. and come to think of it, it really doesn't. but well, it makes difference to university admission officers, and that really sucks.
if it weren't for that, I wouldn't care so much. -.-
k that's all folks tata
posted by aney @ 8:25 PM
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