\since we're such awkward bedfellows

first up, today was freaking screwed up. I'm in a terrible terrible right now, so you'll excuse me if I can't help the swearing, okay? today was a long day too, with double math as the last two blocks, so my brain is like this gloopy gurgling mess inside my head. I'm currently feeling so messed up I'm in the sort of mood where I'll just say whatever the hell I want and not care about the repercussions, only to regret it later on, but yeah I don't care right now. got lots to say about today, and about people in general..

1. I'm not WITH anyone right now. NO. ONE! I'm not planning to be with anyone anytime soon, either, and just because I spend a lot of time with someone doesn't mean we're together or anything. it just means we're CLOSE FRIENDS. ever heard of that term?? sheeshhh. and it certainly does NOT NOT NOT mean he's trying to flirt with me or anything. that's just plain stupid. I know there's rumours going round about us, but yeah, I wish everyone would stop being so immature and give it UP! it's pretty fucking irritating.

2. for the record, I do like someone right now, and yeah it is someone from school, but it's not who everyone thinks it is. so yeah the fact that those stupid rumours are going around just adds more salt to the wound. what wound? he didn't do anything to me. hm well I don't think the feeling's reciprocated. I can't tell anyhows. someone tells me it is but somehow I doubt so, I just don't feel it. yeah, that wound.

3. pinky has an ego the size of MARS. maybe even like JUPITER. omg it's seriously damn huge. I've never met a guy who's so shamelessly egoistic before. he still thinks I like him?! he's super damn self-conscious around me. I did like him, but that was then. this is now, I've kinda MOVED ON, you know... T.T he seriously thinks he's the bomb lahhhh, I can't stand guys like that. I mean like HELLO YEAH YOU'RE CUTE BUT AYE YOU'RE NOT IRREPLACEABLE LAH PLEASE?!!?! so like just because you're cute, you think the whole freaking world will find it super hard to get over you if they fall for you?! alamak... news FLASH! there's tons of guys out there, and you're not THAT special... if you're clueless, pinky's the kind of guy who has that face that screams "I KNOW I'M IRRESISTABLE". damn annoying lahhhhhh. :x

4. I hate mats. mats in general. the skirtchaser mats, the trashtalker mats, all kinds of mats.

5. will my knight in shining armour please step forward?!

6. someone's pissed at me, it's a girl, I have no idea what the hell i did to her, she just all of a sudden hates me?! this one takes the cake- I have never talked to her before in my entire life. D: we share a mutual acquaintance, but other than, that's the only link my life has to hers. wth. ):

7. at this rate, I'm gonna be screwed for cts. fantabulous! :x

kay I've got work to do. I'm so sleepy I could just plop my head on the laptop right now and fall asleep, only I'm dead if I don't finish my freaking homework by tmr. so I'm pretty screwed up for tmr. I have to try my best though. fuck this, I need better time management, definitely. ): before I change my mind and realize that I've said too much now, I better go. bye.

posted by aney @ 8:36 PM