\since we're such awkward bedfellows

this is for the only boy that ever really got to me, under my skin, the only one who made me love him with every single inch of my being. the boy with the beautiful soul. i miss you. (because I'm quite sick of misunderstandings, it isn't anyone from rj. :x)

I need you near me now
I never knew just how

you're a part of me in all i am
never been more in the dark
never been this scared
never was so uncertain of what to do or speak
never been so alone..
never been without you..
never had more than i could keep

and what i need now
is someone like you.
cant believe i didnt look you up
even before i knew
how you have waited for me
i know now
and i

im desperate im calling out ur name (can you hear me)
im falling i cant feel ur flame, its so cold and i
i wanna go home
wanna feel your arms around me (can u hear me)

so afraid
with who i am
i need your strength
to live again

and I'll put my hand in yours
as you fill me up (fill me up)
and I know you'll always be there

desperate- daphne khoo

circumstance dictates that we should be apart. who'd believe us if we said if we were together? they wouldn't believe me if I said I loved you. 'ew! why?' they didn't believe you when you said you loved me. I thought I proved them wrong..... apparently not. I know what you thought about us and the more I think about it the more it makes me wish I could take your hand and look you in the eyes and tell you I loved you out of my own free will. how can you say I didn't love you when you were the one that left and shut me out of your life for good?

i didn't hate you, I wanted to help you cos I knew what happened that made you leave. I didn't realize what I had until it was gone and I'm so so sorry):

posted by aney @ 9:39 PM