Cute face slim waist,
She's got 'em in a craze,
I think he's going crazy.
When she speaks it makes me grind my teeth,
Yet he still thinks she's amazing.
it's hard enough trying to numb myself towards you if that makes sense, cos that's what it feels like. I can't just not pay any attention to you and pretend like I'm fine, what the shit. you know you don't have to make things worse, I get your point loud and clear. not as if I'm dumb.
I hate when I get like this. it's like everything in the whole world just looks fcked up.
I guess I'm not really in the mood to say anything besides what I just said. haha. but it's okay, I shall attempt to. no harm in trying. HAHA.
so I was at vivo today with polly. to camwhore and eat lunch. haha. well I ate lunch, my second lunch in fact. -.- but honestly that's all we did, besides walk around I guess. anyway we were heading up to the rooftops and then we passed by these two mats who were smoking outside fig & olive. and when we passed by they didn't do anything la.
but when we went up to the floor above them, and we were talking about.. people (x and then we suddenly heard like a kissing sound. or was it a whistle. haha. wth. and polly was like 'what was that?' and I looked down and the two mats were staring straight up, at us. bloody friggin pervs. it was actually damn hilarious at first, cus like WTF. but then I got pissed haha.
I honestly felt like stopping and leaning over the railing just to flip them the Finger haha because one of them like was really disgusting. he wiggled his index finger at me you know the way you do when you're beckoning for someone to come to you sometimes. EFF.
haha but since I'm such a good girl (:D :D!) I didn't do anything and I just walked away like the angel that I am. (:
actually I still think it's funny, but it pisses me off at the same time, I don't know how that works hahaha.
yup so tomorrow! is a new day! and! hell I'm gonna be out the whole day haha. crap. I have french class in the morning and then I have a blind date hahaha I'm not kidding bloody hell, and then I have to meet my family cos they're treating my relatives on my dad's side tmr, and then I'm going to my gramma's house? yea. ouch that's damn sian. ):
I have to have lots of deo tmr!
oh yeah about the blind date. it's not really blind, cos I know the guy by face, and I know his name haha. but still I've never talked to him ever. and my friend set me up bloody idiot. ICKKK. ): I don't want him! I want him! so I'm trying to come up with a see-through excuse to bail on the date haha. I'll probably ask my parents to push forward the treat to like directly after my french class haha. WHOO! and that will probably work! :D
okay despite attempting to cheer myself up like I said I would, it hasn't really worked, because I still feel like. like my heart's gone haha no I won't be so emo. I still feel like.. aiyah I feel bloody emo lah. -.- but haha life goes on.
WHATEVER, jerk.
still ):
